Where to from here? I love this guy so much that I cant move on, and I have been trying to be. I tell myself all kinds of things for me to hate him and move on. I talk to guys to help me move on and still I have been unable to do so. I do think he is my soul mate, but apparently soul mates that cannot be together.
I finally texted him and said "I know this may be pointless and you may have already moved on, but I still love you." Couple of hours later he responded saying that he will never stop loving me but there were things we didn't work out. And I responded by saying I know, but I am willing to try, and he never responded. So now I don't know what to do or think. Well that's not true, I wont text him anymore, I know how I feel and I know how he feels, and he knows I want to work things out. If he doesn't, he doesn't, and there is nothing I can really do about that. Maybe he has a girlfriend now that he like really much. I don't know. The best thing I can do now is to leave him be. If he loves me as much as he claims, then we will be together one day, I want it to be today, but I am a dreamer. But I will just live my life the best I can. I know for a fact that I don't want to be with anyone else; I am not really ready to date. But one day I will be, and if I meet someone that is worthy of my time, I will take that opportunity.
I finally texted him and said "I know this may be pointless and you may have already moved on, but I still love you." Couple of hours later he responded saying that he will never stop loving me but there were things we didn't work out. And I responded by saying I know, but I am willing to try, and he never responded. So now I don't know what to do or think. Well that's not true, I wont text him anymore, I know how I feel and I know how he feels, and he knows I want to work things out. If he doesn't, he doesn't, and there is nothing I can really do about that. Maybe he has a girlfriend now that he like really much. I don't know. The best thing I can do now is to leave him be. If he loves me as much as he claims, then we will be together one day, I want it to be today, but I am a dreamer. But I will just live my life the best I can. I know for a fact that I don't want to be with anyone else; I am not really ready to date. But one day I will be, and if I meet someone that is worthy of my time, I will take that opportunity.
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