Its new years eve, and its the second one in a row for which i am alone. That isn't necessarily a bad thing, but it can be a lonely thing. But i will ride it out. it is how it is for a reason, and i wont question it.
This year is over, and another is about to begin, and I have to look forward to that and to what it brings and offers me.
I haven't really met any new friends and that bothers me alot, but I have no one to blame for that. I moved, but still nothing has changed. I don't go anywhere and I don't do anything. I keep telling myself that its cold and when it gets warmer, it will be better, I will get out more...but is that really the truth. Will i feel pathetic and lonely going places alone. Where and how can i meet new people and how will i meet my prince charming. and speaking of prince charming, i know i can be picky, and i don't know how to change that. I am trying to be open, but that is just hard for me. But one day, one day i will find the guy for me. i don't know where or when, but it will happen - especially with this dream i had last night. I left me hopeful.
I hope things will be good for me this year. i don't know what is in store but i want to enjoy myself.
I was looking at last year's resolutions and i haven't accomplished everything, so i will just roll those over to this year and lets hope that i can finish them this year.
Well i don't feel like venting or complaining about this past Christmas, all i want to do is look forward to the new year.
